The year 2021!!!

 The year 2021..

January

Parang Kailan Lang, 2020 Lang and now it’s 2021.

I would like to write all of my experiences and the memories that 2020 had given me..

So, 2020 how would I explain you.. 2020 was the painful, depressive, anxiety year for me..

This was the year that I thought I would be able to fulfill my dreams..

My dream job, flight attendant. 

I got the interview Around January, first it was a written test and then it became video interview and the final test would be to meet and be interviewed by one of the flight attendants. I was just waiting for the result for my interview, having my hopes high and praying that hopefully, maybe I’ll pass the interview that is not actually the last interview so if I pass the video interview with the flight attendant they will sent me to Atlanta for the final and face to face interview but then COVID-19 happened. It started in December in China and we thought it was only a normal disease like other diseases but then it was spreading all over the world. Other countries are shutting down, shutting down business, events, travel banned with the flights everywhere.. and until it happened in the U.S... until the virus spreads and enter USA that was around end of Feb when everything is just getting worse... and that’s the time everything was cancelled. The WORLD STOPPED for most of us, for most of the opportunities for people that really needs it. The last time that I went out and did a activity before pandemic was escape game adventure with Chris, Alex and Kim after that we had some few drinks at the bar and the after that was it. Because after that the STAY AT HOME ORDER happens, malls are closed, restaurants were only for to go.. there’s no indoor activity even outdoor, just SHELTER at HOME... that misery started when they told us at work Swissport that we are being furloughed due to pandemic... they said only 2 weeks.. they had to take our badges and clean our locker, that 2 weeks that they said turned into months... almost a year from now what I’m writing this now.. My heart broke when Abby had to call us in the swissport office and we had a meeting before we all go they took our badge, after that we had to wait months, I will never forget March 17,2020.. the last day of our work at the airport. SAS.. I even remember the last days we were checking in at the counter the European passengers kept on asking us. What would happen to your job? What would happen to you? At first when they asked me that.. I don’t know is the answer, cause the truth is I really don’t know... it hadn’t sinked in my memory yet what was happening...and as months go of being home “quarantined” doing the shelter in place... it gave me Gave me anxiety, I remember when we use to live in Morton drive, during we were sheltering in place.. we were searching as well for a new place to live.. but while we were in lockdown. I made myself busy, cooking and cleaning at home... I even tried doing vlogging.. but before all of that happens. I applied at Unemployment for the government since there is no income coming in, our company asked us to apply for that.. and Thank God! I am now here in America, the government gave us 450 every week based on the hours that you worked last year..